Long Been Gone!
There are things that should have long been gone and should have screeched into nothingness while you wished them disappear, yet they remained till you got used to their bitter taste but never was able to swallow their sludgy waste. They grew into a life of their own to tackle you when you try to spill their ardent secrets. You no longer know they are there but their crippling attachment to all thoughts when you ruminate and even moments of revery. They exist so deep in every moment of your life trying never to mend but to keep you in the swirl of the lies they contended, and how they blind you from seeing that it's them not you or seeing that others are too not them, they cloak your perception to accept that it is what it is. You are at least for most of it not left all alone, but when you do have the decision to finally exert everything back into light a clutter of apathy distorts you back to the same sinking ship. Till you reach the bottom of the sea, and only then, you will see them finally spill, but when you look upwards to the light above, you will know forever there was always a way. Now that you know and can finally see, will you take the voyage with me?